You know what.. ITS OKAY..!!

This is a letter that I would like my future self to give to me right now because I need to know its all okay there...

Here it goes....

2013 Me,

You are not okay but you are more than okay.

I know you are lost right now but its going to be fine. You will survive the mess. And I know you might be thinking how do I know? SO silly, let me tell you I am here in 2020 and trust you me; you are AWESOME. I know right now you are feeling what the shit I am doing and why am I doing this? Why can't I just take a leap of faith...? Why can't I just have that courage to make that decision that I know will help me. ???

But you know why you are not able to take it because IT IS NOT EASY. People may think it is easy to do so but its not. Leaving a promising place is terrifying and when you are thinking of taking a decision like that you got to think..I know you loved Steve Jobs speech at Harvard and how he said if you don't like anything then change it. But No offence to Mr. Jobs but I don't have multi-billion empire with me so I need to think before making that change.

I know you spend alot of time wondering about being ambitious and how scared you are of being over ambitious. But you know what ITS OKAY.. You have to have a reason to get up. You have to have something to look forward. Let me tell you in 2020 when you will be sitting in your office you will thank 2013 yourself that she had dreams.I have teleported myself to tell you that ITS OKAY not TO BE CONTENT.

I know you are having a bad phases and I am not here to tell you that you are wrong. But I am going to tell you that you are right that you are in a bad state. But you know what you will rise after that.  I know it sounds poetic but its your smartness that has made 2020 me where I am proud to be.

Everyone says do what you love to do but I am here to tell you that sometimes you have to do something that you don't like.. SO suck it up because you know it better how much you need to do what you are doing right now... For financial fucking independence... (aaargghhh)... to pay the rent...and for so many other things..

So let me quote one of your favorite lines from our favorite movie.. "TO THE JOBS THAT PAY THE RENT"...and fyi that is still one of your favorites(even in 2020 ;) ).

I know you think don't fit in here but trust me you are not meant to fit in here... Because believe you me "YOU FIT PERFECTLY WHERE YOU WILL BE IN 2020" so just enjoy the mayhem until it clears off the air. I know how you hate the judging eyes of people when you do something you love. Lets take a small instance :: Remember the day you paired red flats with black and white outfit..in their boring grey-black-grey world ... the way they look make you bash them or give them a piece of you but trust me you won't do that because you are bigger than that...and moreover HR policies.. :X
But Listen to me... Don't bother as Coco said......

I know you are doubting your abilities but there is no need to worry. I am sure you are worried about the time but you know what its the effort that matter not the time. So GET UP And KICK some Ass.

I also know you are worried what other people think of you but you know who cares what the crippty crap they think of you or awesome things they say about you. They are PEOPLE so get over that.

You have wonderful friends you love you for what you are and they never judge you and you know what till 2020 they will never judge you.

I know its hard but you gotta do what is right.

SO here is my piece of advice to you because I know the FUTURE.. Just bell the CAT and go to your favorite B-School.. BE what you wanna be.. (because in 2020 you are that) and I know only 1and half month is there but if earth can revolve around its axis in 24 hours,so why can't you give it all what you got and be where you have to be or where you fit in.

And I know you have said it in your near future that you hoping to say now...

So just to end this letter "Always remember, ITS OKAY that you are not feeling okay right now..Because one day you will be better than OKAY"


Love,
2020 Better you..!! (wink wink)


**** This is a very personal post to me****
I am going through shit right now and I was writing it in a journal but then I think what if someone else is feeling exactly like me.. SO I thought of putting it here and sharing with you because you guys are my second family.I hope no one of you out there is feeling like I am feeling these days but if this helps then I am glad to help.


GET UP AND WIN..!!
Namaste..!!