I want to have one on one discussion with the person who first said "YOU WILL BE VERY SURE OF WHAT YOU WANT WITH YOUR LIFE IN YOUR TWENTIES.""
I want to give him a piece of my mind.. huh.. I will be turning 24 and I am more confused than a teenager.
I wish if God can give me a peek in my life after 10 years that would be great.. (yuuhuuu my Jeanie are you listening..I am rubbing your lamp...come out and give me 3 wishes or magic beans...naahh nothing :-P)
Well I had this epiphany when I was sick... and "In my opinion what I think if you are sick then don't THINK ... I mean not at all.." or about clothes... (big grinn on my face.. )
oh yeah where was I.. yeap that epiphany.. "WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING??"
First of all ,
I hate my job... I literally hate it. I have murdered my job so many times in my DREAMS.(Hell ya.. those were better than fairy dreams..:) ) and it seems like I will be stuck here forever.. I can't do that..
I want to switch industry.. obvious choice is FASHION... (if any one is looking for anyone to do anything in fashion I AM HERE... ;) )
Then I am not getting time to prepare for my MBA entrance exam.
Its been a while that I have traveled.. and took pictures.. (the real ones.. not photos )
I haven't saved a penny...
And to quote PHOEBE from FRIENDS " I DON'T EVEN HAVE A PLA.. "
SO NO PLAN AT ALL..
I am in the bottom of the rock bottom too..
Am I the only crazy one here... because if I am I need to go to a shrink then..?
or Is it bad to have ambitions.?
Somebody please tell me its okay to be crazy..to be messed up in your tweens too...
I am in a deep shitty shit and I can;t talk to anyone about this but you guys.. So what should I do?
I need motivation...(no speeches just one line ..because I am writing this because of STEVE JOBS SPEECH..."he said in his speech " Ask yourself a question every morning and if answer is NO for a long time then you need to change something.."Are you happy with what you are doing?"
My answer is No from past 2 years and I think its high time.. I should make the change..
Well I am thinking of things that I am or that I am not.. I will share with you as and when I get that..
If you are with me or have you ever felt this way then say YESSS...!!
and you have advice or anything to say please comment.. (your comment can be the motivation I need..)
Please help me..!!
Namaste..!!